bought some "easy pants" today and after putting them on it really made me wonder why have we been making pants so difficult

my most piscean trait is my need to coregulate with large bodies of water

waking up just after 3 am with perfect clarity about how to do something i fumbled in the past sure is a feeling of all time.

the "pleasant" aspect of this feeling is when you sleep on something and you gain access to a perspective that you're consequently able to act from. this is the "unpleasant" aspect: it had consequence in the moment but is utterly inconsequential now, i can't go back and save face about it, it was so particular to the situation i can't apply it to "future learnings"—

is that last part true? surely there is a lesson to generalize and metabolize beyond the situation... but i probably have to sleep on it to find out.....

been feeling very lateralized lately

not to be dramatic but i believe i am in the midst of a process of transformation

attempting to make a packing list. flabbergasted that i need to pack at least 6 shirts for a week-long trip. that's so many shirts. where am i supposed to get that many shirts

edit: why do i have to bring so many SOCKS

eye contact

"reminding" but like in the "rewilding" sense

chump cut

i am this close [my fingers are a regular amount of space apart] to getting into the art of memory as a hobby